Thank you for sharing this. I’m sure this Christmas won’t be easy. I can already feel those nostalgic flashbacks of my ex and I spending the holidays in his hometown in America and doing all the Christmas shopping together, decorating and meeting with all of his family for games, dinners and drinks. Don’t know whether I miss him or Christmasy Bath&Body Works candles more (we don’t have it in Russia) but I have absolutely no excitement about meeting New Years alone in a city. I’m so kindly jealous of your big family and american’s festive traditions for the holidays and very happy that you have so many people to make this holidays more cozy and less lonely! Sending all my love to you and baby Alex. Hope you both feel better very soon!