…amed of it and worried that if someone in my real life found out it might hurt my career and so on. And worst of all, the imagined “soulmate” of my future might not become my soulmate if he learned I did the stuff I did…such fear around this)
Thank you for your kind words! Don’t worry about it. He isn’t your soulmate if he doesn’t accept something about your past! Isn’t it the whole point of this soulmate thing — accepting and understanding your partner? Everybody has something in their life they are ashamed of or don’t want to think about, and I think if you’re honest with someone you love, they would only appreciate it.